Yesterday I went for a physical therapy consultation. My therapist specializes in lymphedema which is a swelling of the arm that results from the removal of lymph nodes during a lumpectomy. I had four lymph nodes removed so I am risk for this condition. It can be a mild swelling or it can be quite obvious. It is usually permanent so therapists try to address the condition before it happens. There is no real prevention for it but awareness is still important. And radiation therapy can contribute to the swelling because it damages the effectiveness of the lymph nodes — which work to drain fluid from the body. When some are missing and others are damaged, fluid can build up and cause swelling.
I have a low risk of getting lymphedema — four missing lymph nodes is not so bad — but I will still be monitored. So yesterday I had my arm measured. My affected arm (left) was a tiny bit larger than my right arm but this is not significant right now. I was given some exercises to do at home to maintain good range of motion — I feel some tightening in my armpit — and I need to purchase a compression sleeve to wear on my arm if I experience swelling or if I ever fly on a plane. It is not recommended that I lift more than 15 pounds with my left arm (Danny weighs 30+) and I cannot ever have my blood pressure checked on this arm — or have a needle stick or any other procedure that could affect the flow of blood and fluids.
I will go back to physical therapy in two weeks and will be monitored throughout radiation — which is 1/3 of the way done now.
I just completed my 10th radiation session and have 23 to go. It is making me very tired but I have not experienced any skin irritation yet. I am prepared for something to happen in the next week or so. I am applying aloe vera gel and calendula (an ointment made from a flower) to treat my skin. When the burning occurs (which is expected), these will soothe my skin. I was told not to wear a bra throughout the whole radiation phase — or to at least wear something that is not tight or restricting on the skin that is being treated. Today I am wearing a bikini top because I have not found anything else that works. Since I can tie the string that goes around my back, I am able to adjust the tightness and pull it low enough that it doesn’t touch my affected skin. I tried jog bras and tight camisole shirts and wearing nothing at all. I am not comfortable without any support so I hope the bikini works out.
So now I am struggling to find the best bra and the best support — exactly what I was doing up until 1996 when I had a reduction surgery. And I thought then I was forever free of this problem. You never can tell what lies ahead.
Jacki Donaldson
Jane Donaldson on 4/23/2005 at 8:27 pm said:
Ah, yes, Jacki, you never can tell what lies ahead. What you can do is face whatever comes your way with grace and courage … mission accomplished for you. Let’s pray no more of the possible side effects come your way. Don’t you wish you had my chest size ?? No bra ? No difference ! Thank you for sharing John with me today. He was such a help to his old mom.
Love, Jane
Monica Brasington on 4/24/2005 at 8:34 am said:
Jacki,
When you said “you never can tell what lies ahead” it reminded me of a song. Can’t remember who sings it but it was popular about 8-10 years ago. It goes
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don’t ask why,
It’s not a question, but a lesson learned in time. . .
You’ve approached this journey with such a positive energy. I’m sure it’s taught you so many life lessons and I wanted to thank you for sharing this journey with all of us so that we can learn lessons from it too. It is both corageous and generous of you. Keep your spirits up! Still thinking of you and praying for your speedy return to good health!
Monica
April on 4/24/2005 at 7:11 pm said:
I am always amazed when I read your journal at how you are just plugging away through all your treatment and conguering whatever is thrown at you. You truly are an inspiration to anyone who meets you. I hope the radiation continues to only be a “speed bump” in your treatment. Something you handle,but doesn’t cause conditions in which you are hospitalized.
I am thankful for your friendship everyday and continue to send good thoughts and prayers.
Take care!
April
Renee White on 4/25/2005 at 8:30 am said:
Hey Jacki…
I just wanted to let you know how much I look forward to your entries in your journal. I don’t have access at home, so I miss your weekend reports. But, it is the first thing I look at on Monday mornings, and I am happy to see that things seem to be going “smoothly” for you at the moment. I must say though that I cannot imagine being told not to lift with my left arm! I don’t think I could change to holding the kid with my right side and function well with my left hand at all! Then again… Carson doesn’t weigh 30 pounds! Maybe Danny should be carrying you! I bet the boys could get you around in their wagon without any trouble!
My thoughts are with you always!
Renee
Bill Murray on 4/26/2005 at 11:43 pm said:
Hi Jacki,
I am a friend of Adriene Hughes. She told me about your weblog. I have enjoyed seeing it. I am very familiar with all the ins and outs of chemo and radiation, as I held my wife’s hands through it in 2000 and 2001. I will keep you in my prayers. I am so sorry for what you are going through. Please let me know if there’s anything that I can do to help.
Love,
Bill
Dell on 5/9/2005 at 12:22 pm said:
And so now you are back to BRAS!!!!!! Aieeeeeeeee! I swear from the
I had not idea about the issue with lymphedema. Once again I leave your blog with more knowledge than I started with; you always have been an educator
time we get them to the time we part with them, breasts are just a
constant source of attention–unwanted or otherwise